S.E.X

S.E.X

Hi I am Tabi and

I am a sex addict.

S.E.X

The way he touches my cocoa skin

Feel his warm breath on my skin

S.E.X

Every minute our lips lock

Tongue swirl around each other

S.E.X

The way he cups my breast

His strong hands grab them

 With force, passion and pain

S.E.X

The way he kisses my neck

His tongue slowly moves up

Down and round my ear lobe

S.E.X

The way he slowly and steadily

Enters into me. Lust, I scream

His name. So wet, in and out he

Goes, heavy breathing, moans and groans

S.E.X

The way he says I love you

If only I felt that way, night

After night, I give him loving

His body cannot take, like the

Rest of them, when his

Not next to me.

A.I.D.S

I want the fire to between

Us to burn bright and long

He says. I reply to him

I want the virus to kill us.

SPOKEN WORDS

thelovepoet

To Have and To Hold, To Loose and To Let Go

                 
          
                                         TO HAVE AND TO HOLD, TO LOSE AND TO LET GO

She said she understood and I know she did. She told me never ever to apologize for ending things with her or any other girl in my lifetime. I loved her and I still do. She understood me so much, so perfect, I wanted her and she wanted me. We were more than a couple, but we were also best friends. She said she had never been so comfortable with anyone before. She said everything and anything to me, but I hardly told her anything. This is because I knew if I did, I would just hurt her. I did not want to hurt her. She was young yet so mature and She made me feel like a child sometimes. But I had so much going on, with Chi Chi and the baby. Shee said she understood as she always did.  I loved her and she loved me. The closer she got, the more I pushed her away and she wanted to know, I couldn’t tell. I knew she was hurting, I caused her so much pain but I loved her.

She didn’t hesitate to let go, she had always told, “I am ready to leave when you want me to. I can’t make you love me, I can’t force you to love, so just tell me and I will be on my way.” So she left, it was so hard for me to let her go, I wanted her, each night, more and more. I wanted to feel, her warm brown skin, kiss her small soft lips and enter into her gates of eternal pleasure. I loved her. I would want to listen to her sweet melodious voice even though she couldn’t sing. I wanted her and I knew she wanted me back. I could sense the pain in her voice every time we talked. The distance killed us. So many nights I would lay in my bed and dream over and over again about first night she let me take her into my world. I would drift off to sleep replaying the sounds of her screaming my name.  “Deeper” and “deeper” she would say “make me scream your name baby” “all I want is you.” That night was our first and last. I loved her

She gave me her heart to keep safe, even though she said I did it well, I know I pushed pins daily into it but I loved her. How could I cause someone I loved so much pain? I couldn’t understand myself and I couldn’t forgive myself either but she understood. I had so much going on in my life at the moment. I couldn’t give her the attention I should have but she didn’t mind all she said  was “I know you love me and I know you care, that is all that matters to me and you also show it well enough” I wanted to show her more, I wanted to show her off to the rest of the world. I wanted people to know that she was mine, an intelligent, young girl with a very mature mind.  I remember her playing old skool songs, songs older than her parents. Her favorite Nina Simone’s “Feeling Good.” The way her face will light up when the song comes up and how she sways her body to the left and right. I wanted her and she wanted me.

The minute I let her go, I knew I was never going to get her back. I loved her and I still do.

thelovepoet.

QOTD - "if you don't give her the attention she needs, someone else will give it to her"

                                                                  thelovepoet