WAITING

I wait and wait 

and keep waiting 

So tonight I have decided 

to stop waiting,

on you to hold me

to kiss me

to tell me that you want me.


Tonight I have stopped waiting. 

Waiting on you to love me



the lovepoet

THE RIDE





Moving on, the waves of words

And the flow of emotions. 


Let's ride this rollercoaster of symphonies.

And surf the tides of passion. 


In the crimson red heat of love

And the cool blue breeze that stirs me to you. 


Driving the curved highway of my hips

Diving deep into the pool of tenderness

Floating on thoughts of you adoring my body


I find myself sinking in you. 

Worshiping at your feet


suck the nectar of my abyss

Relish my sweetness

Soak yourself in me

Glide the moist canal of ecstasy 

Finding release in knowing that you're mine. 





-the lovepoet

FEAR


 I lose myself in thoughts of you

My heart raced with just a glimpse of you

My mind wanders to what might become of us.



Fear tightens its grip on me.

Knowing that I deeply desire you



Fear holds me a prisoner.

Knowing that you enthrall my every being 


 Fear consumes me

Knowing that I want you to be mine alone.








-the Lovepoet





DROWNING IN YOU


You’ve cast a spell on me

lost in a trance 

In the fantasy of what we might become

Damned in nirvana 

Lusting after you



My soul is filled is with thoughts of loving you

In a world beyond the realm of earth

Helpless and aching for  you

under your skin as a part of you

Astray in the depths of your spirit 


Like a woman traveling on a grassy wide road

Missing in a field of poppies 

Walking to the icy chili waters

Making my way to death

In your river of love I die


You have made my heart weary

Heavy as barbell plates

To laden to carry  

So I plunge into your affection

Deep down into the crimson pool of desire

Ready to rest in your peace



- the lovepoet

PETER




Farther and farther away you take me
Into the land of green grass and blue Skys with white clouds
Where the days never get dark and the nights are constantly 
Illuminated with millions of brightly shining stars. 


Farther and farther you take me away
From the  grief that fills my heart
The despair that fills my mind
And the dejection that weighs me down


Farther and farther away you take me
With your harmonious voice 
Your symphonic strings
And your euphoric presence 


Take me away to your world
 Where the heavens and earth meet
Where stillness encapsulates our soul
And yokes into harmony.


I will tread this earth with you
Our hearts knitted together
our mind integrated together
 And lips passionately entwined.






the lovepoet

NOVACANE








Novacane 

I am your addiction
the drug that keeps and kills 

So let your eyes fall on me
my bare skin as it 
appears before you

Let your hands travel through 
my tracks and curves,
artwork of the maker

To an open fountain of 
a lover's ocean
Swim the  turbulent waves 
of pleasures and ecstasy 
Drown in desires filled 
and satisfaction reached

Get lost in me 

Lose yourself, 
your mind, 
your soul 
and spirit

Let me break down the walls 
that have kept you away from me
All these years 




The Lovepoet





AWAY








                                                                        AWAY

                                                                         One last kiss before I go
                                                                           Fade into the abyss of sadness
                                                                             Least I exist in your life 

                                                  One last touch before
                               memories evaporate Into the air 
                  Least you think, feel for my embrace

                                                                                                           One last look before 
                                                                                                             Your eyes are clouded with tears 
                                                                                                               and blinded by another ’s beauty 

                                                            One last dance before 
                                                      Our ways part into the wild 
                                                    movement bound by weeds
                                                        And pierced by thorns




                                                               Let emotions melt as our love ceases to exist

                                                                       I wash my mind free of you 


                                                                        I crawl up in a ball and bury myself. 
                                                                         weary, full of you
                                                                        unfulfilled, unsatisfied  without you  

           
                                                                            As our love passes away 
                                                                              I wish to be no more
                                                                              But hidden in a place
                                                              Where black and white images of us
                                                                   Play over and over in my head 

LOST





Falling into a deep dark clime
Getting lost in the whirlwind of emotions
My hearts bleeds into a chrisom sea of pain
My spirits watch me dematerialize into oblivion
I see myself fading away

Disappear
Disappearing into the abyss
Sadness thunders before me
Hurt strikes like a lighting

Alone
Alone in darkness
Alone in a confined sphere
You have left m in a familiar clime
cold and chilly I have become
Numb and stony

You left me in a dark place
Like every other one before me
You promised to lead me to the stars
 blindfolded my eyes, held my hands
and walked me to my death
 Drowning in my tears
I scream out your name


Crying for help
I see in your face, false flag of love
A terrorist, exploding my affections
blasting them into tiny pieces of hate

Though my body may die tonight
My spirit is overgrown with despise
Looking to seek vengeance
For a heart broken and
A love wasted.




Nola the lovepoet



                                                              listen as you read 








INSECURE

                             

                                          PRETTY HURTS.    Image result for hiding behind a mask                                                         

Mask me 
as I shelter 
my true self

Mask me 
as I keep my
words and world a secret

Mask me 
as I conceal
behind this white lies
and sunny smiles
that shadows my pain
and torment

Mask me 
as I crouch 
in the corner
of my room
every night crying

Mask me 
as I emit myself 
inside him, 
as I hide my sorrows
in the moans
and pleasures of his
satisfaction

Mask me 
as cover my filthiness
under my soul

Mask me 
as I coat my
ugliness in worldly
beauty

Mask me I ask
before my shame is
uncovered and before
the truth unclips
its wings to the sky


Mask me.

YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE



Image result for girl  about to shoot herself in black and white shadow




It’s ok to say you don’t love me 

It’s ok not to love me anymore

It’s ok to say goodbye

To walk away from me

It’s ok to never look back

To forget me 

Remove all memories of times shared in love 

It’s ok to hate me 

To never want to behold my face again 

Hear my voice again 

Hold my hands again 

Kiss my lips again 

gaze into my eyes again 

It’s ok darling 

not to love me anymore



the lovepoet 

Dark Skin Coco Man

From the crown of his head
To the sole of his feet
plum lips soft and sweet
Crescent broad smile

My dark choco skin man
Clothed in cotton soft skin
Uplift me your strength full arms did
as your thick palms caress me,

His tropical heart burns
vowing " never hurt she"... me
intelligence guides his cocoa feet,
Wearing faith resilient as the chosen
bearing trust never broken.

Dark choco skin man
Dark cocoa skin man
Who's voice... words
linger in my thought
night after night,

rears butterflies in my belly
grows goosebumps on my skin  
As his seeds planted
within me germinate.
Dark cocoa skin man

To whom my being belongs,
convinced first my
trust and love to confess.
On you, I lean on
In you I found rest
My dark cocoa skin man


                                                        from deep within the heart 
                                                                  the lovepoet
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