NOVACANE

Novacane 

I am your addiction

the drug that keeps and kills 

So let your eyes fall on me

my bare skin as it 

appears before you

Let your hands travel through 

my tracks and curves,

artwork of the maker

To an open fountain of 

a lover's ocean

Swim the  turbulent waves 

of pleasures and ecstasy 

Drown in desires filled 

and satisfaction reached

Get lost in me 

Lose yourself, 

your mind, 

your soul 

and spirit

Let me break down the walls 

that have kept you away from me

All these years 

The Lovepoet

AWAY

                                                                        AWAY

                                                                         One last kiss before I go

                                                                           Fade into the abyss of sadness

                                                                             Least I exist in your life 

                                                  One last touch before

                               memories evaporate Into the air 

                  Least you think, feel for my embrace

                                                                                                           One last look before 

                                                                                                             Your eyes are clouded with tears 

                                                                                                               and blinded by another ’s beauty 

                                                            One last dance before 

                                                      Our ways part into the wild 

                                                    movement bound by weeds

                                                        And pierced by thorns

                                                               Let emotions melt as our love ceases to exist

                                                                       I wash my mind free of you 

                                                                        I crawl up in a ball and bury myself. 

                                                                         weary, full of you

                                                                        unfulfilled, unsatisfied  without you  

           

                                                                            As our love passes away 

                                                                              I wish to be no more

                                                                              But hidden in a place

                                                              Where black and white images of us

                                                                   Play over and over in my head 

LOST

Falling into a deep dark clime
Getting lost in the whirlwind of emotions
My hearts bleeds into a chrisom sea of pain
My spirits watch me dematerialize into oblivion
I see myself fading away

Disappear
Disappearing into the abyss
Sadness thunders before me
Hurt strikes like a lighting

Alone
Alone in darkness
Alone in a confined sphere
You have left m in a familiar clime
cold and chilly I have become
Numb and stony

You left me in a dark place
Like every other one before me
You promised to lead me to the stars
 blindfolded my eyes, held my hands
and walked me to my death
 Drowning in my tears
I scream out your name


Crying for help
I see in your face, false flag of love
A terrorist, exploding my affections
blasting them into tiny pieces of hate

Though my body may die tonight
My spirit is overgrown with despise
Looking to seek vengeance
For a heart broken and
A love wasted.




Nola the lovepoet



                                                              listen as you read 

INSECURE

                             

                                          PRETTY HURTS.                                                             

Mask me 
as I shelter 
my true self

Mask me 
as I keep my
words and world a secret

Mask me 
as I conceal

behind this white lies

and sunny smiles

that shadows my pain

and torment

Mask me 
as I crouch 
in the corner
of my room

every night crying

Mask me 
as I emit myself 

inside him, 
as I hide my sorrows
in the moans

and pleasures of his

satisfaction

Mask me 
as cover my filthiness
under my soul

Mask me 
as I coat my
ugliness in worldly

beauty

Mask me I ask

before my shame is

uncovered and before

the truth unclips

its wings to the sky

Mask me.

YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE

It’s ok to say you don’t love me 

It’s ok not to love me anymore

It’s ok to say goodbye

To walk away from me

It’s ok to never look back

To forget me 

Remove all memories of times shared in love 

It’s ok to hate me 

To never want to behold my face again 

Hear my voice again 

Hold my hands again 

Kiss my lips again 

gaze into my eyes again 

It’s ok darling 

not to love me anymore

the lovepoet 

Dark Skin Coco Man

From the crown of his head

To the sole of his feet

plum lips soft and sweet

Crescent broad smile

My dark choco skin man

Clothed in cotton soft skin

Uplift me your strength full arms did

as your thick palms caress me,

His tropical heart burns

vowing " never hurt she"... me

intelligence guides his cocoa feet,

Wearing faith resilient as the chosen

bearing trust never broken.

Dark choco skin man

Dark cocoa skin man

Who's voice... words

linger in my thought

night after night,

rears butterflies in my belly

grows goosebumps on my skin  

As his seeds planted

within me germinate.

Dark cocoa skin man

To whom my being belongs,

convinced first my

trust and love to confess.

On you, I lean on

In you I found rest

My dark cocoa skin man

                                                        from deep within the heart 

                                                                  the lovepoet
                                                        edited by the cocktailpoet

SINKING IN BLUE

Sinking in Blue

I fall into the deep sapphire waters of emotion

Waves of melancholy and despair sway me back and forth swiftly

Rolling endlessly in these feelings

Drowning in misery

My lungs filled with darkness, no air to breathe

I stretch my hands out to you

But yet again you watch me drown

Drown to my death as my body is weakened out of desperation

for the satisfaction of you,

With my last hope I fight these waves of bitterness

Praying you will pull me into the ecstasy of your love

Sorrow sinks me deeper into the bottomless oceans of sentimentality

As my eyes begin to close I see your face contort in dreadful glee

My ears set ablaze at the venom, you whisper to me

Pushing anguish into every part of my being

The weight of these feelings clog my mind

I have inhaled, from you too much despair, my vision is blurred by phantoms of the suffering you inflict so willingly, so carefully

My screams are choked by heartbreak and so I calmly give into the misery of knowing…..

That you will never love me again